Let’s face it, we’ve changed. We’ve all changed. Somewhere between school ending and school starting. We’ve all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken and friendships were fucked over. New loves started, and new people came into our lives. We no longer hang-out with our circle of friends that we thought that was going to be there for us “forever”. We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We’ve all changed. Some for the better and some for the worse.

hahah, just copy it frm the other khairul. man, this is an awesome quote. hahahahaha.

the 'not get it'

teringin sgt yg ni..hah, pakcik amos! npe laa jual mhl sgt! biskut mary murah jer!

it's frustrating when u're not getting what u want, the minute it is in your head, n u know u'd do anything for it. it is also a normal thing ( mengikut falsafah hidupku) when ppl suddenly craving for something, eventhough the price of food is not reasonable (mhl for student). i seems care less about price when it comes to food, especially the food yg merepek n light, means i prefer to buy baskin robin ice cream and stay hunger later on.. haha. if u learn about comparative advantage, ice cream will always loss with nasi, siaaan ice cream. mybe i should consider eskem M'sia, 20 sen jer. huhu.

haiih, nafsu manusia btull..x elok mmbazir. but we will always knew how to react mengade mcm ni, that is ble time ade duet, sbb kte tau laah kn, if xde duit, mengadaaa lah mcm mne pun, teringin laah mcm mne pon tentu kau xkn dpt n kau akn diam n lie to urself ko x pndg pn benda2 mcm tu ( unless ko pegi batu belah batu bertangkup nun) haha.

last but not the very least, i love dessert no matter what, give me cookie n i will be the happiest woman on earth. >

on the second thought..

feel so f up ble pk nk blk melaka. haha. bkn ape, mls gilaaa lah, dgn kelas bagai. aku boley j g kls2 ni, just ble pack sgt automaticnya perasaan menyampah dn malas pn trus terpahat.. ahaaaa. apelaa aku ni, org tahun baru azam smting positive, tp aku bkn maen negative hitam putih lagi perangai! huhuuhu. well, i refuse to be hypocrite here. ahahaaa.

sume org azam nk belajar betul2 laa, xnk main2 laa sem ni. tp aku? hmm yup, i feel the same way too. but i am too afraid to be so confident n tell ppl i want to be that, i dont want to be like that kind of stuff. not that aku serahkn sume pd destiny, but i believe when it comes, i will comes. kata nk change laa ape la, pls, talk is cheap, action yg mahal. soo, ble smpi masa nnt, mst ade smting yg wat kte terdorong utk berubah, kte cuma perlu tunggu n maintain semangat. bkn semangat berkobar masa awl2 (i've been like that before, so rse cm poyo gle). harapan mst ade, if xde cm xde motivation lgsg. i know now p dah babling bnde tah pape, tp tahh laa, it just my thought n my feeling. hope aku x takut utk berubah, jauhkan laa rase cmtu.

last but not least, on the second thought, kte mst ade azam jgk. x kisah laa org ckp n xpecaya kt kita, yg penting we are what we are. deep inside we know, if we should ade azam atau x. terpulang sama ade nk gtau kt org or nk tanam dlm hati n berharap yg tumbuh adlh hasil yg mantap. heeee~ guess it's enough for today. esok blk melaka, so nk pack brg. jgn risau ulfa. semua kejadian ade hikmah~ huuuhu, tetibe...

hye 2011, bye 2010

BOOM BOOM POW! BANG BANG BOOM! BOOM BOOM KEBABOOM! KECUPPUR KECEPPER BOM! HAAHAAA, silly.
HEY, IT'S NEW YEAR! 2011 has arrived yet 2010 has gone for good. well all memories remains in our heart.. awww awww...
the picture up there describes the journey of my 2010 year. it's great,bad,crazy n loads more. and for u mr 2011, pls bring prosperous,wonderful, amazing year for me n to all that i love. semoga ALLAH SWT redha. p/s: huuuu~ love dina's different faces.

new header coming up, or... just wtv

trying to figure out on how to make my header into a reality, i guess i being such a dreamy to make myself belived that i could make it by my own! hahahaha. the best thing i could do is publish this thingy. till i get it done! :) ps: pls don't laugh or burst into tears, it's ok to be cool- it-blinded! boo-hoo-hoo

its a blaaaah thingy

lalalalallalalaaaa n lalalalaaa,
what do we do when somebody perli-ing2 about us??
do ur poker face!!
yeah, hell i care..hell o go eat jell o..
:)
live soo freely time cuti sem..
n i smell some nasty prob coming towards lahh~~
must be someting, shhuhh2..
dont mess with me..wuhuuuu..

i luv shopping but money does not like me much,
asyik hilang je ( disedekah kt kdai2, isk2 :( )
and now its getting really low...

ps: nvr forget bout nandos, dunt ya worry

step by step, now or never. bye sem 3.

well done ulfa! u manage to finished ur sem without ptee..ouhh seksaaa, xdpt nk rase mcm org lain steady je spend money, huhhhh*tarik muka masam. pdhal duit pama kasi melantak bkn main utk mkn sni sna..hahaaa. well lets hope ptpptn sayang cantik adik manis x kecewa kan daku lg..plss2 msuk lahh time trdekat ni. duh, stop babbling bout money,, hmmm psl ape mau crite ehh..

ooowwwh yea. today last day, end of my third sem. i swear to god, sem ni sgt pening, complex, susahhh, complicated n blaaa blaa.. haih, things byk get overrated, which is x best, sume laaah.. everything, study, life, family, relationship, frienship that shipped away and some other stuff that bother me. in third sem, sesi july-nov2010, are the hardest. man, i thought yg dlu tuh da ssh, rupanya ada lg masalah hidup..muda lg namanya.. ngahaha. well as the sem ended, these are list which hav been coloured my day, colourful, black n white n so forth..theehe

1) study

huhhh, i guess my bad jugalahh yg x study n last min punya pemikiran. then habis exam nyesal n cuak x sudahh.. all subject sudah ku habiskn ngan jayanya, jwb dgn megahnya, cuma x laa confident mana, bole x mcm tuu.. aiyaaa. mmg btul ckp org tu, sy mls, study one day x smpi 15 min da kroooih2, huhhh.. sy tau2, sedar dr, x ya laaa nk hebah org sume pndg sy sbg seorg yg mls... hahhaa.. but point dia sume kena, sooo angguk j laaah.. just hope result pointer x trun.. really wish for miracle to come here.. *wishing

2) family

for *special reason, i've been watched. being a 20th may not be enough for everybody lil girl aren't ya? haha, its maybe sound cool as u've been the most precious but until one time, u will feel the hotness, *some will understand this, hiyeahh, need to make them trust me one more time. it's hard okayyy, but i know the family know the best in me.

3) relationship maybe.

yeahhh, hell i dont believe i'm gonna find me stress bout this matter. well, there's up n down, smooth and cracks, but its normal aite. the really matter is existence whenever i need. its lovely. it feels good. THANK YOU. it started this sem..:)

4) friends and dot..dot..dot

aiyaaa, never underestimate ur feelings, fun become no fun, sweet become no sweet, love become hate and jokes become bullshit. yeah. its getting worse, n i dont see any way out. this sems, i've loss/lost/loose. gotta find a good way to start new sem. goooo chaiyok2. lets forgive n forget. i guess.

5) xxx

byk lagi nk list...tp cm xde idea nk tulis apa, n da bsn rse nk tdo pula.. haihh, nk cr rumaa.. byk nya brg kena kemas.. bye2 homies. bye laksa n mana.. gotta miss uncle ho ho ho.. haha. owhhh ya special thanks to ferrari merah, kalu x i pth kaki. :)

p/s: ‎"Jika tak dapat apa yang kita suka,,belajarlah menyukai apa yg kita dapat…dan bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada..” ya allah, berkatilah insan2 sekeliling ku, maafkan lah khilaf kami, sesungguhnya, kami hamba mu yg hina, smoga masa akan beri kami pengajaran dn belajar dari kesilapan.. maaf maaf. dgn ini, saya tutup tirai sem 3 di uitm city campus, looking forward to sem 4, n moga semua akan menjadi lebih baik, amin. :)