coming soon~

my final is about to start. i keep saying n remind myself to study.. i did. i did study just get started about few days back, but i feel it has no use.. why. i have books, pens, highlighter, notepad..everything was ready but the only things left out nowhere is FOCUS~ i am worrying like hell. kinda stress seeing someone study peacefully, not turn their head right left down n up. hahaha. what i really mean, the minute read my notes, i ll keep wandering around, my head is empty. n now, i feel really down~ somebody please save me. :( bye2 everybody, plis laugh at me.

ps: best of luck to all beautiful friends that gonna sit the coming exams. hope we will get flying colours. love <3

questionaire

sy x tau knape, tp sy rase sgt sedih bilaa ________

kena marah

kena tengking,

kne blame,

mcm x dihargai,

last2 semua salah kita,

ada juga rasa sedih bila sy ______dgn dia.

jauh

rindu

sakitkn hati

terkasar

sy cuma ______ kacau dia

tak sengaja

mmg suka

main2

tp kalau die x suka kita _____.

tak mahu buat dah

jadi org lain

so terpulanglah. tujuan sy, i try to make it work as intresting as possible.

pantunan hati

kenapa lah hidup ni x seperti yg kita inginkn?

macam yang kita impi n idamkn.

setanding spt orang yg kita cemburui.

menjadi sebiji spt yg dicitakn

mengapa,

kenapa,

bagaimana,

apa.

tahu harus bersyukur.

cuma amukan hati sering berbunyi

kasihanlah diri ni

sudah cuba sedaya mungkin,

walau ada celanya,

mungkin, kau juga boleh berusaha sama

spt yg sdg ku lakukan.

mana tahu

semua mungkin menjadi spt

apa yg kita mahukan.

segalanya mungkin.

as i wish

for the first time, tonight i hv a second thought on him, i mean the positive thought. then i happily say it, clearly said. but then, the dream is all gone, because he made me to think twice n remind me about my old saying. hmm hmm hmm. what i gotta say? ahhh, dayyum. why it has to be difficult everytime? cried at first, but then realised, just go and stick with the old one, as he has say so, and me has agreed so long time ago. ;(

ting tong dan nenong

problem: knape hidup sy skrg extremely bosan?

solution: ntah. kalau ada, dah lama jd x bosan.

conclusion: shut the f-up, n go on with ur super lame life.

~the end~

p/s: kritikan yg sgt membina. boleh bg sy smgt untuk teruskan hidup. thnx

life as we know it.

lot of people try to change, to something better, or even cooler. yes. i have thought of this change fundamental for ages.but it was something in me, ghost maybe that wont make me do it. i really try to, but maybe not enough. apologize to those in killing pain because of my stupid ass action. and for those who has changed, i pray for your success, n please take me with u guys. haha. a change is good, but we should make ourselves happy too, don't rush, it will come eventually with reasons and fortune. :)

p/s: i hate my self as i am ignorance to changes but alert on something..eerrr.. good?

life as we know it.

lot of people try to change, to something better, or even cooler. yes. i have thought of this change fundamental for ages.but it was something in me, ghost maybe that wont make me do it. i really try to, but maybe not enough. apologize to those in killing pain because of my stupid ass action. and for those who has changed, i pray for your success, n please take me with u guys. haha. a change is good, but we should make ourselves happy too, don't rush, it will come eventually with reasons and fortune. :)

p/s: i hate my self as i am ignorance to changes but alert on something..eerrr.. good?