Wednesday, March 17, 2010

luahan dan bla.bla.bla~

salam..
okay nw nk merepek..while i'm in the blogging mood baik cpat.. heheh..
oh lupa,
hey my dearie bloggy, hw r u?!


1) ni adlah luahan penat lelah~wahh, what a hectic week, emm month i guess.. sumpah byk gle kerja.assignment, test n such..yg wat aku cam nk nanges sbb aku cm bgg wat dol je sume.. n when the time arrived due date or ade test bru gelabah~ mmg gelabah aku ni.. aku pn ta phm.. bt still cm x biase ngn dr sndr, ahahahh..mnx2 nnt ade ank, ank aku x cm aku.. nooo..sebat2 diorg bia rajen, jd doc n lawyer..bhaahhahah..aku mmg suka mengomel..


2) ni adlah luahan perasaan lyn jiwang~ okeys..like what i always did, suka buat diri dlm dilemma, nk pk2, pstu sshkn org lain, nme pn ulfa~ sigh. nw i already made my decision, hope this would be the vry best for maself.. no more of dilemma n such.. learn to be grateful to Allah S.W.T for all oppurtunities that u had ulfa.. plis2.. lemahnye aku ni.. i always thought i am strong, could make ppl around me smile bt nowdays it has faded away..duh~ nw pn ekonomi perkawanan aku brtambh lancar..hahah.. so ade la jgk yg bole wat diri happy, dh x down cm dlu.. cme ade lah certain things, that i rlly hope for solution.. tlg lah..i just want to live a normal life..want to laugh out loud without having doubts on doin it..just like the old times..


3) ini adalah luahan utk org lain~ hidup cuma skali, buatlah yg terbaik.. mgkin saya tdk sempurna, bkn kwn yg baik dan lain2.. saya adlh dr saya, memulakan hari dgn senyuman adalah impian saya, saya mahu berkasih kasihan dan mendapat ape yg org lain impikan, yg terbaik utk dr dan org2 yg trsayang. mgkin anda fikir saya bodoh, lembab dn tiada guna, tp saya hanya buat yg termampu, walaupn saya tahu saya mmpu buat yg lebih baik dan saya percaya saya belum mencapai tahap sebenar diri saya, suku pn tidak.. tp inilah shj buat masa ini.. hrp anda trima dgn tenang, setenang saya.. perasaan masing2, pemikiran pn x sama, sbb kita semua unik dgn cara tersendiri.. buat semua, maaf kanlah diri ini, kerdil dn lemah, tegurlah dan nasihatilah saya..jgn pernah putus berbuat demikian krn itulah kekuatan saya..

4) ini luahan suka-suka~ okeh, time to be a bit loose.. i just love the way he smile, laugh n talk..
his style x pyh ckplah, slalu kena je.. hehe.. inspire me..bt babe, dont get me wrong, i do cair to u, but i will not fall for u.. nahh.. i dont think so, i guess i just not that into u.. hehe.. even if u dnt hv any feelings towards me ( pndg aku sblh mata or xde pndg lgsg cm ade org tu ckp!) bt still i want to make this clear, u just my usha toys.. heee:) to those who knew what is this all bout, then u cn make fun of this, i just love when u guys did it evrytime..only him n the others yg ade approval aku, yg lain2 is a big no, NO! budi baik kalian akn dikenang.. muahahahah..

alritey~ i think dh ckup ot sume bebelan dn tempelan..

ps: just deal with it, n when u got probs n such, find a buddy, grab his/her shoulder for u to cry on.. next, go to sleep for 15 hours then wake up n rise, sunshine..oh yeah

2 comments:

  1. haloo dear...biase la kn lumrah idup...mcm2 ragam kte leh tgk...but kte msti jd diri sndiri...pdulikan kta2 owg...gud luck ulfa amira..u can do it...

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  2. fir, yup that is so damn true. ape view org kt kita, cara org lyn kita, kite iyekn je lah. sometimes nodded is better. i luv u fir, i rlly do, cnt wait to see ya. :)

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