happy tears streaming..there she goes..:)

okay..
dis blog is dedicated to my bff who will finnaly end up her 'single' status, not marrying someone yet, but loving and hve someone special to take care of..the countdown begin, cant wait june arrive eh darl?..

aahhaha..
okeys, dis is kinda sad 4 me, i noe, i should't but i just cnt resist dis feelings.. yup, of course i am happy fer her, in fact, i am crying when she said, "aku on the way", the magic word.. am crying because i am glad she had found someone who truly love, adore, care n accept her for who she really is.. blah..blah n blah.. fellin a bit blue bcoz she's my bff in single crew.. uhwaaa.. heheh :)
nw, i am a loner.. ouuh.. nobody da nk sme2 ngn aku dlm sesi luahan dn berangan :(

igt lg time ko ckp, "ulfa, bestnye ko dh jumpa"..ahahah.. byk lah ko weh, nw looks who's talking?! aissshh.. sdih kot mse ko ckp gitu, n nw aku phm feelings ko time tu.. aku plak yg ckp word ni kt ko.. huuuhu.. nway, kn aku da kate, mmg jodoh ko kot ngn die, aku dh lme agk.. bff ko ngn die xkn thn lme sbb msg2 akn chnge bff jd 'lover forever'..ahahah..gediknye..see2, klu bet ni, kaya aku..

lastly,
dgn ini sye dgn sgale banggenye, reject ko dr club single kami.. shuuhh2.. pegi main jauh2, wat semak je..ahahhahah..
smoga berbahagia syg.. no more waiting, u're prince charming da smpi jemput ngn kuda putih.. dunt worry bout me, i cn stand on my own, cheeheehe tibe2.. T-T

ps: wishing u the best babe.. may it is worth waiting for this prince.. u guys got my blessings.. hehe.. muah2..

1001 stories in one hour gathering~ precious moments, love..

salam,
hey my dearie bloggy!

today nk story psl smlm.. :) weekend hr tu g johor for kak la's wed sblh lelaki lak kt nong chik..
ayh, mama, ira n me pegi n stay kt hotel ja residence..huuhu, suke hotel tu, jln kaki je nk g jln2, ira n aku siap g midnite muvie lg kt cs coz dkt kott.. ktorg pki bju kurung kot n yeah, all eyes on us, bese ape org mlayu girl wear bju kurung, hehhe, tp bkn mlm buta n kt bndr laaa..hehe..
thnx to mama n ayh for letting us go evn brt ati, mama ayt pn da lain je maksud, sooo, before brubah fikiran n became worse, we better chiowww, tu x smpt tuka baju len..

okk, act today nk blogging psl gathering yg finally bejaya ku lakukan mse g johor aritu, ape lg, mstila ex-bff at campus jb kn2..hehe, suka sgt jmpe korg~ evn ayh bg limit 1 hour bt aku trime j, well, better then nothing kn.. oouh btw, teharu kot ngn mama n ayh coz understanding gila, tau kut aku windu kt kwn2..syg mama n ayh kuu..

about 1pm++ kot g kampus jb, msuk2 lambai kt pakguard n then trus drive dpn kolej siswi.. aku park keta n trus lari naik atas smpi lah tgkt 4, then belok kanan, ats kolej siswa level 4.. yup, thats the happening level evr.. :D k, smpi2 kt pntu bilik aku nyorok2 nk tgk dlm ade spe, aku nmpk wahi baring2.. sikit j lg nk jejak kaki ni, tap2 fir keluar dr bilik ikah n trus trgamam tgok aku.. klaka sgt wk2 tu, fir cm freeze kt lua uh, antara nk jerit atau xnk.. then, after couple of minutes die lari n pluk aku ape sume, n ktorg msuk kt blik wahi plak jerit tgok aku..heheh..
n then cm da 'brutal' skit, ktorg g blik ikah.. n of course, jeritan belaku skali lg, fai n mia pn trkejut... sorg je xde, pdhal die yg plg beriya nk jmpe aku, raje2.. xpe la, dating en..heheheh

ooohh gosh, wth, rndu gle...gosip, gosip n gosip lg like always.. n then masuk bab couple2, tah spe r wk2 kitorg kutuk, oouhh, bdk jepun sepet n jawa kott.. huuhu.. ok, nw nk climax da nih, tgh sdp cite, ni kt ats katil ikah ni, ikah dpn aku, kiri fai duk ats meja pnjg, kanan aku wahi n dpn skit fir, tbe2 ikahh bg statement, "weh, aku on the way" dgn muke n mata agk eksited.. aku x dpt tgkp lg time uh, then lps a few seconds die ckp lg sentence uh, n now my reaction blows!! aaaaarrrgghhhh!!!! like byk kali kot aku jerit n yg len pon trut serta... OHMGEE!! aku cm x pecaya, mate aku da bekaca2, aku mmg btul2 x nanges wk2 tu tp apekan daya, x boleh thn dahh!! mengalir deras air mata aku.. akhirnye doa aku tuk ikah termakbul, kan ikah kn, aku da ckp dah.. hhuuhu.. fir ckp ulfa dah 'brutal' dah.. ikah glak2 n tnye asl aku nanges.. tah la ikah, aku gmbira gle kot dgr, glad ko xyh tggu 2 thn.. ur time da smpi.. dpt plak lelaki yg bole gmbirakan ko, n i do admit, his kind of prfect dear.. u're lucky.. heheh.. okk.. nnt aku post satu post esp tuk ko. lame ktorg cte psl tu n ble abes je rodhi masuk.. uhuuu.. peluk2 time.. rodhi bru blk.. smpi2 trus citer psl kesedihan mlampau die, cian, smpi nangis kott, ktorg pn rse sebak.. heheh, pdhal die mrajuk je kot ngn ayh die, kes kecik ati..hehe.. biasalah kn.. huuhu.. sume focus kt cte rodhi tme tu.. lme gak lah rodhi berkarya ngn gaya2 n expressions, thn ayh pn call.. yes.. the time has arrived..time to go back n left my dearie2 fwen.. hhuuhu.. dierang pn antar aku smpi tngge siswi level 1, xnk trun bwh,hheeheh, sume pki shorts n x mnd lg.. aku pn msuk keta, lambai2 dierang n drove away..

just one word cn express my feelin that time, which is 'PUAS'..

ps: kpd raja intan suraya, sori la x dpt jumpa..heheh.. n korg2 tu, igt2 la sye kt sini always rmember our precious moments together.. sooo, korg kena janji, semasa ketiadaan aku, jg la dr n each other..jgn sia2 kn fwenship ngn bnde remeh temeh..ape2 yg aku dgr prob2 tu, korg solve la cre baik.. appreciate mase yg ade bersame.. me always be with u guys, always.. ps, i love u.. muahhh

BunGA plG CanTIk...

pada suatu hari, seorg murid brtanye pd guru ketika itu, guru sdg mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.

pelajar: cikgu, macam mana kite nk plih sseorg yg tebaik sbgai org yg plg kte syg? dan mcm mana jg ksh syg itu nk bekekalan?

cikgu: kamu ikut pe yg sye sruh. kamu pegi ke taman bunga. kamu brjalan sambil memilih bunga yg PALING cantik tanpa menoleh kebelakang lg walau pn sekali. petik bunga yg PALING cantik dan bawa ke kelas, tunjuk kt sye..

apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas,tiada satu bunga pn ditangannya. cikgu brtanya, knape tiada bunga yg dibawa pulang?

pelajar: td mse sye brjln, sy crilah bunga yg plg cntik. mmg ade byk tp cikgu kata petik yg PALING cantik, maka sye pn trus brjln kedepan smbil mncari yg plg cantik tnpa menoleh ke blkg. tp bile smpi ke penhujung taman, sye x jmpa pn bunga yg plg cntik. mgkin ade di antara blkg sye td ade bunga yg plg cantik tp cikgu ckp x blh pndg blkg smula, jd tiada la bunga yg sye petik.

cikgu: ya! itu lah jawapnnya. maknanye apabila kte tlah terjumpa ssorg yg kite syg, jgnlah kte mncari yg lbh baik dr itu. kte patut hargai org yg berada di dpn kte.

there u go, cite ni kwn bg through sms, siap kua lagu lg.. romantik gila.. yee.. this story will make us realise important of appreciate someone who sincerely love u for what u are, always be there for u no matter what.. but still, hati kte still continuosly searching for another in case kte boley dpt yg lbh sempurna.. kn x adil tu nmenye.. smpi nnt satu waktu, kte sedar kte da lpskn smting yg sgt istimewa, time tu lah, menyesal..

ps: biarlah..biar je..tggu je lah lg.. aku tahu msti ade.. bkn jual mahal or choosy.. ntah, aku pn tak tau.. but i notice i really enjoy myself being single.. bak kate org tu dulu, ade jodoh, adelah.. hehe
lastly, smoge smua dpt yg terbaik, n plg pnting dr hati..

luahan dan bla.bla.bla~

salam..
okay nw nk merepek..while i'm in the blogging mood baik cpat.. heheh..
oh lupa,
hey my dearie bloggy, hw r u?!


1) ni adlah luahan penat lelah~wahh, what a hectic week, emm month i guess.. sumpah byk gle kerja.assignment, test n such..yg wat aku cam nk nanges sbb aku cm bgg wat dol je sume.. n when the time arrived due date or ade test bru gelabah~ mmg gelabah aku ni.. aku pn ta phm.. bt still cm x biase ngn dr sndr, ahahahh..mnx2 nnt ade ank, ank aku x cm aku.. nooo..sebat2 diorg bia rajen, jd doc n lawyer..bhaahhahah..aku mmg suka mengomel..


2) ni adlah luahan perasaan lyn jiwang~ okeys..like what i always did, suka buat diri dlm dilemma, nk pk2, pstu sshkn org lain, nme pn ulfa~ sigh. nw i already made my decision, hope this would be the vry best for maself.. no more of dilemma n such.. learn to be grateful to Allah S.W.T for all oppurtunities that u had ulfa.. plis2.. lemahnye aku ni.. i always thought i am strong, could make ppl around me smile bt nowdays it has faded away..duh~ nw pn ekonomi perkawanan aku brtambh lancar..hahah.. so ade la jgk yg bole wat diri happy, dh x down cm dlu.. cme ade lah certain things, that i rlly hope for solution.. tlg lah..i just want to live a normal life..want to laugh out loud without having doubts on doin it..just like the old times..


3) ini adalah luahan utk org lain~ hidup cuma skali, buatlah yg terbaik.. mgkin saya tdk sempurna, bkn kwn yg baik dan lain2.. saya adlh dr saya, memulakan hari dgn senyuman adalah impian saya, saya mahu berkasih kasihan dan mendapat ape yg org lain impikan, yg terbaik utk dr dan org2 yg trsayang. mgkin anda fikir saya bodoh, lembab dn tiada guna, tp saya hanya buat yg termampu, walaupn saya tahu saya mmpu buat yg lebih baik dan saya percaya saya belum mencapai tahap sebenar diri saya, suku pn tidak.. tp inilah shj buat masa ini.. hrp anda trima dgn tenang, setenang saya.. perasaan masing2, pemikiran pn x sama, sbb kita semua unik dgn cara tersendiri.. buat semua, maaf kanlah diri ini, kerdil dn lemah, tegurlah dan nasihatilah saya..jgn pernah putus berbuat demikian krn itulah kekuatan saya..

4) ini luahan suka-suka~ okeh, time to be a bit loose.. i just love the way he smile, laugh n talk..
his style x pyh ckplah, slalu kena je.. hehe.. inspire me..bt babe, dont get me wrong, i do cair to u, but i will not fall for u.. nahh.. i dont think so, i guess i just not that into u.. hehe.. even if u dnt hv any feelings towards me ( pndg aku sblh mata or xde pndg lgsg cm ade org tu ckp!) bt still i want to make this clear, u just my usha toys.. heee:) to those who knew what is this all bout, then u cn make fun of this, i just love when u guys did it evrytime..only him n the others yg ade approval aku, yg lain2 is a big no, NO! budi baik kalian akn dikenang.. muahahahah..

alritey~ i think dh ckup ot sume bebelan dn tempelan..

ps: just deal with it, n when u got probs n such, find a buddy, grab his/her shoulder for u to cry on.. next, go to sleep for 15 hours then wake up n rise, sunshine..oh yeah