feel so f up ble pk nk blk melaka. haha. bkn ape, mls gilaaa lah, dgn kelas bagai. aku boley j g kls2 ni, just ble pack sgt automaticnya perasaan menyampah dn malas pn trus terpahat.. ahaaaa. apelaa aku ni, org tahun baru azam smting positive, tp aku bkn maen negative hitam putih lagi perangai! huhuuhu. well, i refuse to be hypocrite here. ahahaaa.
sume org azam nk belajar betul2 laa, xnk main2 laa sem ni. tp aku? hmm yup, i feel the same way too. but i am too afraid to be so confident n tell ppl i want to be that, i dont want to be like that kind of stuff. not that aku serahkn sume pd destiny, but i believe when it comes, i will comes. kata nk change laa ape la, pls, talk is cheap, action yg mahal. soo, ble smpi masa nnt, mst ade smting yg wat kte terdorong utk berubah, kte cuma perlu tunggu n maintain semangat. bkn semangat berkobar masa awl2 (i've been like that before, so rse cm poyo gle). harapan mst ade, if xde cm xde motivation lgsg. i know now p dah babling bnde tah pape, tp tahh laa, it just my thought n my feeling. hope aku x takut utk berubah, jauhkan laa rase cmtu.
last but not least, on the second thought, kte mst ade azam jgk. x kisah laa org ckp n xpecaya kt kita, yg penting we are what we are. deep inside we know, if we should ade azam atau x. terpulang sama ade nk gtau kt org or nk tanam dlm hati n berharap yg tumbuh adlh hasil yg mantap. heeee~ guess it's enough for today. esok blk melaka, so nk pack brg. jgn risau ulfa. semua kejadian ade hikmah~ huuuhu, tetibe...