bila saya sudah tahu dan pasti

yup, maybe its too early to know,
but i am pretty sure what is in my head.
damn it,
why it has to be this way,
u want it then u stay,
eventhough u pretty sure how it gonna be,
u still stay.
stay long until there no more left to say.
when u feel there is no hope and what u have is only faith,
the faith that u hope it become reality.
i am not saying i am perfect,
but i can't lie to myself.
this is not the one,
not the one that i'm gonna to,
rely,
depend,
love,
spoilt,
live with,
happy with,
mad with,
adore,
patience,
weait,
blind too.
miss,
regret,
passionate,
and all the thing in the world that i am gonna give in.
no, it is just no.
i am not gonna be the girl,
accept what is there,
i am still looking,
the dream of my life,
even there is no way i'm gonna meet one,
i just know, it's not you.