perempuan mmg begini ;')

well yes dear, this is who we are, take or leave it. ;0

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya. Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat. Andain lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda dan masih mengangap anda anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit atau hadiah sedozen, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya. Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya. Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan menjadi degil, dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya. Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut. Andai kena caranya, jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja. Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda. Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya. Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang bisa menggoncang dunia dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyongkong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

p/s: to those lucky mans, pls be dearly to ur sweetheart n make sure she is the only one. never allow ur ego n anger let them go away from u because it will be wasted. show ur love and appreciate them as they will do the same to u. to him, yes u, this letter was perfect on telling how i felt, where ever u are, whenever u will come to me, if i say i love you to u, then, u have rights to owned this letter. <3

movie week! awesome

yooohooo.. haha. tahukah anda yg sy telah menonton pirates the carribean dan juga fast and furious five baru2 ini? yayayaya! sukanya dlm hati, dpt tgk wayang dua hari berturut2. slalu ssh je nak ajak org, ni tibe org yg ajak kite. wahahahah, aku pulak mmg tak pyh ditanye la kn bab2 wyg ni, on j memanjang, kalau off tu, ade laa tu, (DUIT MMG TARAK LANGSUNG).

this two movie was really2 great. i mean mmg marvelous laaa weh. so now, this is my sincere opinion or review, x pn kata2 nk tnjuk betapa best nya citer ni (xpeduli kalau org lain x suka). haha

fast five

mmg diam j tgk, even mse fast five duduk kt seat dpn, front three row, but tak merungut lgsg bebeyh. diamm je focus plus terkesima, gahahah. starring actor die, van diesel sgt lah awehandsome (awesome+hansome) gilaaa punya, dgn body yg tuff, aissshhh lengan dia bai, pasti pria2 kt wyg sume tergugat serta jeles. hewhew, neways, perempuan dia pn cun, lg2 yg dlu jd askar then berenti n suka naik motor tuu, nama dia i tak tau laa, jrg mention kott yg i tau blakang ade dot.. haha. body si dot tuu, haih ni aku yg jeless, T_T.. n then sume lakonan mantap, lg2 yg the big mouth guy, lawak gilaaa die tuh. very full pack of action yerr kwn2, lg2 time van diesel n the rock lawan, mak aiih mmg sme padan la kn. lastly, kereta sume xnk menawan plak kn, the police car sgt lah hebat yer.

Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides

then for pirates, we all da bli tiket siap2.. malam first showing da tgk beb.. haha, sumpah lawak gila. aku pn cam jatuh cinta ngn jack sparrow! n ape yg aku plg suka was when the mermaid scene.. aduh lawanyaaaaa. gojes gila mereka, tp ble keluar taring sgt scary ocayy. the scenery sgt cantik, magnificent gle time last kat island tuu. hhuuhu, jack ni mmg lost punya org, xde tujuan, life die full with suprise n coincidence, mmg ssh nk caya tp character die yg cunning n naive tu mmg berjaya. sape2 yg x suka cerita merepek n suka akan benda yg realiti baik jgn tgk cte ni, wat sakit hati je kang. tp sy amat suka kerana sy adalah seorg yg kuat berangan, haha.

p/s: end of story mory. xsbr rasa nk tgk nur kasih lak pasni, yg plg xtahan sggup bertahan dua hari ngn duit tggl rm10. best btul cik ulfa ni yerr, determined org nya, haha. ;p nk wat cmne, sy kaki movie tegar.

coming soon~

my final is about to start. i keep saying n remind myself to study.. i did. i did study just get started about few days back, but i feel it has no use.. why. i have books, pens, highlighter, notepad..everything was ready but the only things left out nowhere is FOCUS~ i am worrying like hell. kinda stress seeing someone study peacefully, not turn their head right left down n up. hahaha. what i really mean, the minute read my notes, i ll keep wandering around, my head is empty. n now, i feel really down~ somebody please save me. :( bye2 everybody, plis laugh at me.

ps: best of luck to all beautiful friends that gonna sit the coming exams. hope we will get flying colours. love <3

questionaire

sy x tau knape, tp sy rase sgt sedih bilaa ________

kena marah

kena tengking,

kne blame,

mcm x dihargai,

last2 semua salah kita,

ada juga rasa sedih bila sy ______dgn dia.

jauh

rindu

sakitkn hati

terkasar

sy cuma ______ kacau dia

tak sengaja

mmg suka

main2

tp kalau die x suka kita _____.

tak mahu buat dah

jadi org lain

so terpulanglah. tujuan sy, i try to make it work as intresting as possible.

pantunan hati

kenapa lah hidup ni x seperti yg kita inginkn?

macam yang kita impi n idamkn.

setanding spt orang yg kita cemburui.

menjadi sebiji spt yg dicitakn

mengapa,

kenapa,

bagaimana,

apa.

tahu harus bersyukur.

cuma amukan hati sering berbunyi

kasihanlah diri ni

sudah cuba sedaya mungkin,

walau ada celanya,

mungkin, kau juga boleh berusaha sama

spt yg sdg ku lakukan.

mana tahu

semua mungkin menjadi spt

apa yg kita mahukan.

segalanya mungkin.

as i wish

for the first time, tonight i hv a second thought on him, i mean the positive thought. then i happily say it, clearly said. but then, the dream is all gone, because he made me to think twice n remind me about my old saying. hmm hmm hmm. what i gotta say? ahhh, dayyum. why it has to be difficult everytime? cried at first, but then realised, just go and stick with the old one, as he has say so, and me has agreed so long time ago. ;(

ting tong dan nenong

problem: knape hidup sy skrg extremely bosan?

solution: ntah. kalau ada, dah lama jd x bosan.

conclusion: shut the f-up, n go on with ur super lame life.

~the end~

p/s: kritikan yg sgt membina. boleh bg sy smgt untuk teruskan hidup. thnx

life as we know it.

lot of people try to change, to something better, or even cooler. yes. i have thought of this change fundamental for ages.but it was something in me, ghost maybe that wont make me do it. i really try to, but maybe not enough. apologize to those in killing pain because of my stupid ass action. and for those who has changed, i pray for your success, n please take me with u guys. haha. a change is good, but we should make ourselves happy too, don't rush, it will come eventually with reasons and fortune. :)

p/s: i hate my self as i am ignorance to changes but alert on something..eerrr.. good?

life as we know it.

lot of people try to change, to something better, or even cooler. yes. i have thought of this change fundamental for ages.but it was something in me, ghost maybe that wont make me do it. i really try to, but maybe not enough. apologize to those in killing pain because of my stupid ass action. and for those who has changed, i pray for your success, n please take me with u guys. haha. a change is good, but we should make ourselves happy too, don't rush, it will come eventually with reasons and fortune. :)

p/s: i hate my self as i am ignorance to changes but alert on something..eerrr.. good?

perhatikan who?

well, well. a person ask me, 'awk ada blog x?' then as usual i said, 'yes i do, but its stupid and bored. haha. because it is full of me'. later on, i keep on thinking, darn, what is wrong talking about urself in ur own blog? haha. i have decided to change my blog name. the former name is too not to much eeww ewww.. tak mau bgtau.. ps: it's actually hey my dearie bloggie. haha. now i changed it. yeah, oh yeaaa. it's 'perhatikan ulfa', perhati who? ulfa? yes. my name is ulfa and i am really proud of it. this also derived from,my fav sheila on seven band song title, aka 'perhatikan rani', pls don't sue me, as i am such a DIE HARD FAN! that's it for today. adios.

bila saya sudah tahu dan pasti

yup, maybe its too early to know,
but i am pretty sure what is in my head.
damn it,
why it has to be this way,
u want it then u stay,
eventhough u pretty sure how it gonna be,
u still stay.
stay long until there no more left to say.
when u feel there is no hope and what u have is only faith,
the faith that u hope it become reality.
i am not saying i am perfect,
but i can't lie to myself.
this is not the one,
not the one that i'm gonna to,
rely,
depend,
love,
spoilt,
live with,
happy with,
mad with,
adore,
patience,
weait,
blind too.
miss,
regret,
passionate,
and all the thing in the world that i am gonna give in.
no, it is just no.
i am not gonna be the girl,
accept what is there,
i am still looking,
the dream of my life,
even there is no way i'm gonna meet one,
i just know, it's not you.

The Perfect Girlfriend

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there is no such thing as perfection, and therefore perfect girlfriend doesn't exist.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested and your eyes are locked solely on her. But you stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and all the effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she will never let you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she's lucky to have you, and no, you're not available. You call her clingy.

She calls you with the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and there is nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls "babe" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares. You say she's nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying "That hurt only because YOU said it and I love only YOU". You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.

She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her.

Now recall, how were you acting again?

p/s: this post been reblog from my Ayesha Syahira. the only reason is, this is exactly how'd i feel now. couldn't agree more. :(

why u have to keep?

its been a long day, doing nothing.. actually, i had plan earlier, it was a not so important plan mybe, and if i were a guy, i'll completely forgot about it, as i dont care at all. nahh~ let's not talk about this pathetically clingy stuff. in fact i looking forward to be just like that 'guy', than we're even.

okay, so i caught nmyself up with how i met your mother marathon.. ohh i love the series. it's an awesome story about this guy named ted telling a never ending stories about how he met his kids mother. the stories for seasons kot..ble tah nk jumpe mak die, x sbr btul.. huuhu. whatever it is, i learn a lot from this hilarious series. make us realized about how life supposed to be, which is, it should be delightful. ted is so lucky to have friends that gonna be with him up and down, sometimes they fought, have different thought or something, but the next morning they're get better then ever. ted searching for a girl that he would spend the rest of his life with, and his been seaching hard. maybe u have to fall in love for hundred times, maybe u'll get hurt million times, but it is worth to finally meet the one for u. to get through the way to get the one, u'll always need ur wingman/woman.

so, i end up having a thought. its okay to felt these way, insecure, unhappy, unpleasant, unappreciated, forgotten, unloved, lonely, jealousy, uncomfortable, invisible, unworth, and all the shit feelings that catch us. because once we pass through it, u'll get the feeling that u bet u wont regret. if not now, then u'll gonna have doubts for the rest of ur life, and it is shameful.

"kami" lah JUARA!

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a little something~

haiihh. nmpk sgt laah outdated habis mak ni hah.. cuti mid sem dah lps baru nk cerita.. haha. tp nk jugak menampal memori ku disini, sbb.. SUKA HATI AKU LAA NI BLOG AKUH.. ok2 dah2, jgn takbur, tuhan marah.

hewhewhew, eeh, cm glak hanis zalikha lah, aaah, mmg pn, haha, now aku mmg suka type hewhew, sbb cm best, lantak laa tiru ke ape.. hewhew dan hew lg. aish, blk kpd tujuan sbnr, nk crito psl cuti midsem plus cny slame sminggu yg baru je abes. aku teringin nk blog sbb td lecture cross culture tetibe ade tnye how's u all nye holiday? n berikut adelah jwpn bdk2 4b : "nahh. x best lgsg", "booooriiinggg", "baik xyah cuti, ade kelas lg best", okay, yg last tuh nmpk sgt dusta semata. cam xpeyaca ade gak ckp cmtu, even aku tau main2 but trgamak jgk ckp cmtu la shey. haha. smpi lect pn geleng xpecaya. huuhuuh.

aku xtau diorg ni btul ke x, but pd aku cuti mid sem ni sgt lah hampeh skali. tp aku ade sbb, sbb cam mustahil tau aku xsuka hari cuti.. huhu. cuti seminggu, so aku da plan mcm2 nk bwat. slh satu big plan ialah g cuti kt mersing with my girlfriends yg aku rindu nk gilaaa.. g situ act kakak shasha kawen, so kami ameklah kesempatan ni brjumpa, bkn sng tau, siap da tmph chalet. aku da siap tggu smpi hr sabtu kt melaka so nnt ayin amek then g ngn die. ape daya...T_T bley lak aku jatuh demam pg sbtu tuh. dah punya xcited, esok pg xlrt nk bgun. uwaaaa. aku da nanes dah..sbb ade ciri xdpt pegi. tp sbb nk syg my gf's aku usaha bgun n try laratkn dr.. how?? aku sggup p klinik ooo amek ubt, kne rm50 ( tu pn lps kne pkse ngn ayh suruh g klinik act) aishh, terase kehilangan btul. so hoping gila demam tu kebah.. tp, mmg Allah x izin, aku still x lrt, so aku pn call ayin n xplain everyting..ayin paham n brlalu pergi.. uuuwaa.. then lastly tgh hr tu balik shah alm.. nsb baik eb shamin ade.. die laa yg bwk kte g klinik n dgn pnuh responsible anta blk shah alam. hew hew. thnx taw2.

there..smpi shah alam rse lega even sgt2 trkilan xdpt pegi mersing (sori k korg). dmm berlarutan smpi ari ahd. start isnin da ok, sihat. tp ku igt pns hgga ke ptg, rupe ujan tgh hr.. shitted. aku saket lg!! hari khamis kalu xsilap. aku diserang dirheoa pula. ohh my. pnt gila kot. igt xnk p klinik, nk brtahan.. tp xlarat laa siot.. rse nk tdo je dlm blk air! sng sket. huh. akhirnye akur gak, g klinik ari jumaat. sbtu aku okay semulaaaa..

now, u see why aku kata cuti aku hr tu x best!! kalu xnmpk lg sokay, mybe xckup truk kot. hmm. actvity yg aku wat mse gap aku x sakit ialah, kembara kpmuter dina ngn pia, nnt nk post psl tuhh.. hhaha. n one more time after hbs skit yut, iaitu jatuh ari sbtu, aku bawa mama ke ikea. dpt mkn meatball nyum2. the end~~

ps: now im strangled banc at melaka. :( yes, satu lg, musibah ni mybe ade kaitan ngn kate2 aku sblum cuti kot. xslp aku ckp kt mr. s, aku ckp aku ni jarang sakit, aku kn kuat, kn ade bau riak si situ.. so amek iktibar ye kwn2. adios

Let’s face it, we’ve changed. We’ve all changed. Somewhere between school ending and school starting. We’ve all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken and friendships were fucked over. New loves started, and new people came into our lives. We no longer hang-out with our circle of friends that we thought that was going to be there for us “forever”. We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We’ve all changed. Some for the better and some for the worse.

hahah, just copy it frm the other khairul. man, this is an awesome quote. hahahahaha.

the 'not get it'

teringin sgt yg ni..hah, pakcik amos! npe laa jual mhl sgt! biskut mary murah jer!

it's frustrating when u're not getting what u want, the minute it is in your head, n u know u'd do anything for it. it is also a normal thing ( mengikut falsafah hidupku) when ppl suddenly craving for something, eventhough the price of food is not reasonable (mhl for student). i seems care less about price when it comes to food, especially the food yg merepek n light, means i prefer to buy baskin robin ice cream and stay hunger later on.. haha. if u learn about comparative advantage, ice cream will always loss with nasi, siaaan ice cream. mybe i should consider eskem M'sia, 20 sen jer. huhu.

haiih, nafsu manusia btull..x elok mmbazir. but we will always knew how to react mengade mcm ni, that is ble time ade duet, sbb kte tau laah kn, if xde duit, mengadaaa lah mcm mne pun, teringin laah mcm mne pon tentu kau xkn dpt n kau akn diam n lie to urself ko x pndg pn benda2 mcm tu ( unless ko pegi batu belah batu bertangkup nun) haha.

last but not the very least, i love dessert no matter what, give me cookie n i will be the happiest woman on earth. >

on the second thought..

feel so f up ble pk nk blk melaka. haha. bkn ape, mls gilaaa lah, dgn kelas bagai. aku boley j g kls2 ni, just ble pack sgt automaticnya perasaan menyampah dn malas pn trus terpahat.. ahaaaa. apelaa aku ni, org tahun baru azam smting positive, tp aku bkn maen negative hitam putih lagi perangai! huhuuhu. well, i refuse to be hypocrite here. ahahaaa.

sume org azam nk belajar betul2 laa, xnk main2 laa sem ni. tp aku? hmm yup, i feel the same way too. but i am too afraid to be so confident n tell ppl i want to be that, i dont want to be like that kind of stuff. not that aku serahkn sume pd destiny, but i believe when it comes, i will comes. kata nk change laa ape la, pls, talk is cheap, action yg mahal. soo, ble smpi masa nnt, mst ade smting yg wat kte terdorong utk berubah, kte cuma perlu tunggu n maintain semangat. bkn semangat berkobar masa awl2 (i've been like that before, so rse cm poyo gle). harapan mst ade, if xde cm xde motivation lgsg. i know now p dah babling bnde tah pape, tp tahh laa, it just my thought n my feeling. hope aku x takut utk berubah, jauhkan laa rase cmtu.

last but not least, on the second thought, kte mst ade azam jgk. x kisah laa org ckp n xpecaya kt kita, yg penting we are what we are. deep inside we know, if we should ade azam atau x. terpulang sama ade nk gtau kt org or nk tanam dlm hati n berharap yg tumbuh adlh hasil yg mantap. heeee~ guess it's enough for today. esok blk melaka, so nk pack brg. jgn risau ulfa. semua kejadian ade hikmah~ huuuhu, tetibe...