huh~~ what a life. being invisible and unnoticeable? sure it does hurt.. but sooner or later it will slowly disappear, as u and the darkness are belong together now, thus, neither of those feeling will haunt u anymore, being left alone is one thing, but it doesn't matter, as deep inside, u know, there are still hopes that are hang on with u, uncountable loves n cares without hesitation or hidden reasons, yes, it's still exist, and u're still in the circle of the positive, that strongly push u away from the negative, be calm and fight those hatred, and u will win without being in pain.
inside my heart to the outside world, may peace will surround the people that i love and care, and for those, it's no big deal, let's time flies. love.